Where are you in my life?

Ever since the day you’ve gone,
Things haven’t been the same.
Ever since you’ve been suspended,
Nobody else could fill your void.
Ever since you left me all alone daily,
It feels so empty around me.
Ever since you’ve been taken off guard,
No tellin’ how I can trust you enough.
Ever since then from that day and so on,
I keep hearing what-if’s ringing in my ears.
Please be back soon,
Nobody can take your place,
And nobody else can.
Where are you in my life?